寻找那遗失的美好 ..

那些美好的回忆呢？

You've totally changed .. And i guess i won't be able to change you back to what you were before again. The only thing i could do is, to wait.. Waiting for the day, those happy memories of us could replay again.. Till then, it's not goodbye. I'll wait. I missed those times ..

As i sat and drown deep in thoughts, flashes of those happy times we had together played in my mind, like a black-and-white movie. We laughed, we hugged, we kissed. We sad down and ate ice-cream together.. As you hugged me close to your heart, you promised to be by my side forever. You promised me your love. All those, i would never forget. But sadly, i could only see those movie-like scenes playing in my mind.. Will it be real again?

Lost in my thoughts, tears crept down my cheeks unknowingly..

Untitled .

Had been rather down on mood these few days. ):

Dk why. Relationship problems ? I guess so.

Oh gosh, chinese new year is coming (: Hehs. The only thing i'm excited about chinese new year is that i can wear my new clothes. That's all. Hahas, oh yeah, and getting angbaos (: (definitely, who don't like angbaos). But sad thing is, i don't get to celebrate valentines ): Because it falls on the first day of chinese new year.. :\ sighs. Last year never celebrate this year also cannot celebrate D:

School .. has been pretty well. Nothing much happened. Went for library duty today and find that it's quite fun (: Slack and can enjoy the aircon. Hahas. Alrights, shall end my post here. Tag more peeps (:

Will you be back?

I'm still waiting..

I want to smile like before,

I want to be loved like before,

I want you to be like before.
):

I'm bored ttm .

A random photo of me and jojo ! ( a bear bear given by hubby ) :D I look like ghost i know.

Bored , as usual. Actually i've got homework for company but i don't feel like doing it ._. I have no mood for homeworks on Fridays, idk why. So i won't entertain my homework till Sunday ;x

So, the conclusion is, i am still bored and nothing to do. ;x

Okays, had MC ytd. Went to school to take hw from xc but in the end no hw. So pei xc go cut and rebond her fringe. After that went off to find baby. Oh yeah before that i bought crabbies for baby ! :D Uber cute lah , small and red baby crab ( omg red ! ) :D Bought the for baby . (: And then bus-ed down to Jurong East to find baby.


Passed him the crab and baby was damn happy cos he finally got the crabs he wanted ! :D hahas, yay task fulfiled . (: Make baby happy and smileeeeeee ! :D Yeapzx . After that went to IMM to slack and shop. Went to look for decorations for the crab tank at daiso. Bought stones and a tray for water. (:

Shopped awhile more ( i'm fucking bored of IMM, nothing to shop one. -.- ) before going off.

Today, school's okay lah. Interesting part is seeing Ziqi ( Our Lady Gaga ! :D ) and the group of dancers dance Bad Romance . And they danced pretty well ! :D Hope to see them dance on the stage ! ((: Really like their dance ;D

That's all bah. For yesterday and today. Heh ;o And omg lor, mum's gonna make me do 大扫除 with her tmr T.T Clean up the whole house, O-h-m-y-g-o-d ._. Luckily can run away for a period of time cos there's physics remedial tmr . Phew, thanks to Mr Loh ;x HAHA .

Okay lah, shall update soon . Cya peeps ! (:

P/S: People, please tag more ._. I'm doubting if my blog's dead LOL . Like nobody seems to tag lor D: Don't view and run hor ! D:<

To you , from me .

If you're not gonna help yourself and stay strong, there's no point of others helping you. Because you already have a mindset that no one cares. Because you think its useless to live on. You're as good as dead. You see life meaningless. But though i hope you will realise somehow, that i'll always be there for you when you needed help, and give you my support throughout. Hope you don't take me for granted . Cause i care, cause i still love you .

Sick ):

Rawrs, i fell sick ):

Wasn't feeling well since yesterday ;o Mum had forced me to school though i told her i'm not feeling really well. She said i use this as an excuse not to go to school because i was lazy -.- In the end got worse when i went school .

It's kinda hell in school today, 3 tests in one day. LOL . Maths was okay, physics also still okay ( except i didn't completed a few question ), while social studies kinda killed me. ;x Didn't finish memorizing ytd night as i wasn't feeling well. ):

Went to see doc after that and came home to rest. Feeling damn terrible, nose blocked. :\ Talk till damn funny and can't taste the food D: Haix .. Hope i do get well soon .

We've drifted.

Million miles away.

Aren't you gonna do anything about it?

Are you gonna continue pushing the blame on me?

I admit i do have mistakes,

but you're going way too much.

Your attitude is really getting from bad to worse ..

Falling apart .

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Darling, jiayouus for your uts next week ! (: Hope you get A for all your modules and successfully carry on to year 2 ! Wish you all the best ! With loves , your girlf ! (:

I am a supergirl ! :D

Yoh ! Long time no post ! (: Haven't been on-ing my com often recently. Hah !

Had superteen camp from Monday to Wednesday. Was quite fun ! :D A lot of funny and dirty jokes in class and the trainers were very inspiring ;o Hehs . Took a picture with Dr. Ernest Wong ! :O




School was okay. Except that we've been bombed with tonnes of homeworks to do during the weekend D: Ohmygod. I've chemistry, maths, physics, english, chinese and social studies ! D: ( practically all the subjects lah ) Rawrrrrrrrrrrrr . Gonna start doing tonight alr.

Oh yeah. I'm gonna do filing also -.- For chemistry. My worksheets are all flying around till idk where are they alr D: Sianzx. So maybe i shall do filing for tonight first.


Baby's been to work today. :O Another boring weekend T.T Miss him loads ! D: But nvm ! Tmr's shopping day with baby before he goes to work at 6 ! :D Yay ~ Love shopping with darling lah ! Gonna get my shoes and bag. :D


Okay lah, shall end my post here. X.x Tag more ! D: My tagboard's so dead and i wondering if my blog's dead.. D: