Date : Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Time : 12:02 AM
Title :

At least i know i'm worth nothing to you , not even a computer .
Materialistic , liar .

Sorry, think i should be more understanding . Iloveyou ♥







爱是两个人互相爱护，互相信任，互相扶持，互相容忍对方的缺点。

Date : Monday, December 7, 2009
Time : 7:55 AM
Title :

Sometimes i just find myself useless , a good-for-nothing. I can't be good at anything, not a thing at all .. I don't feel like living on anymore . ):

Sorry baby, think it's all my fault bah. Can't blame you. Blame it on me for not being a very good listening ear to you bah. I'm such a failure at being your girlf, not being able to share problems with you but bringing you more problems instead. ): I'm sorry . From now on i shan't give you anymore problems bah .. All i wanted is you to be happy and not having so much problems . Just hope you could share all your problems with me from now on .. Iloveyou, darling .

Date :
Time : 6:31 AM
Title :

You've totally changed, you weren't the sweet and perfect you i knew .
Think i'm starting to don't know you anymore ..

Attitudes . I really don't understand why . Problems ? You didn't bother to share your problems with me either, you'd rather share with your other friends than me. I just wonder what do you treat me as. I'm your girlf, i'm here to share your problems with you . But you didn't want to tell me anything, but instead attitude me. All along , what i wanted to know is all your problems , but then you seem to hide everything from me and chose to attitude me instead. You treat me as if i'm your chu qi tong ?
Erm, i'm a human too. Of course i'll be gl if you are attituding me continuously. Who won't? Being attitude for no good reason, of course i'll get mad right? Asked you to tell me your problems, you don't want. And after that you blame me for being gl. End up quarreling and so on . No, i don't think you have a bad attitude, but just that you don't open up to me ? You choose to hide things from me instead of sharing them to me. Am i really that lousy to be your listening ear ? Do you know how much i wanted to listen to your problems ? I do know you have some problems. Sometimes i'm already trying to give in and tolerate. You can't expect me to do this everytime yeah ? Sometimes you're just too much , and often making me angry. Not that idw to give in.
You know, it hurts me everytime you attitude me. I just wonder if i'm really that bad. I'm sad to see you like that , it breaks my heart , do you know ? And sometimes i even think i'm quite a failure as a girlf, cos i'm not able to help you with your problems ..
All i have to say is, whenever you have problems, i'll be there for you. You know i love you, you know i care, whenever you need me, i'll be there.. Just hope we could get back to before .. I miss the old you .. I miss those times .. where you'll hug me and kiss my head and assured me that you won't ever leave me ...

Date : Monday, November 30, 2009
Time : 2:55 AM
Title :

Cleaning up day ! (:

Finally got over my reluctance to clean up my messy desk . Super duperly messy can ! :O Whole desk piled up with worksheets and books. ._. Haven't shifted them anywhere since EOYs ended. I'm just simply to lazy to shift them lurhh . :x And today finally shifted them . :D Okays i'm so proud of myself for doing that . Now my desk looks cleaner and neater ~
I hate cleaning manzx, so dusty lah . Clean till very pekcek and my nose very itchy -.- Irritating shit.

I still have craploads of things to do this holidays . But i'm lazy to do leh D: Rawrrrrrrrr .

1. Clean up my desk
2. Clean up my cupboard . ( omg , another round of cleaning .. )
3. Finish up my craploads of homework :
- English compres and reflection
- Maths ( which i don't think i'm doing it . I totally dk how to do )
- Maths test revision ( also don't think i will go revise ._. totally
detest maths -_- )
- Physics
- Physics test revision
- Chemistry ? ( i think there's a few worksheets to be done )
- Combined Humans ( dreaded . all the geog and social studies again
)
4. Shopping for new clothes ^^
5. Ton with baby again ! ( yay omgomgzx i want ton on 1 year anniversary !
:D )

Omgwtfbbq ! ._. So many hw to be done leh wtf . D: Should start doing soon ler . I'm left with one more month of holidays before next year is starting and i'm mugging hardcore for o levels next year ._. Nooooooooooooooooooooooooo T.T

Sighs , why does the holidays pass so fast ? ):

Date :
Time : 1:24 AM
Title :

那些沉诺，难道你都忘了吗？

Date : Sunday, November 29, 2009
Time : 9:00 PM
Title :

Hey guys ! :D Long time no post ler ! (:

Hmms , had been very boring at home these few days , bored ttm ah . :O Everyday stay at home and rot with my maple chara . Totally have no mood for homeworks. Of course, i didn't even do any single one. Haven't even go glance at my booklist to see what books i need to get next year ;x
Went out with baby ytd . ;D Went to far east plaza to shop . Firstly, went to IMM to change my shoes . Mum bought me a pair of shoes but i didn't like it so went to change to another pair . Wakakas . (:
After that went to have breakfast with baby at IMM and then went to far east plaza for shopping . Actually wanted to go orchard for movies but in the end no nice movies to see . :\ all the nice movies all got age limits de D: rawrrrrrrrr . Darling wanted to watch Ninja Assassin , but then the show was M18 -_-" I can't go in . Then no other nice movies ler so decided to shop instead of watching movies . Sorry baby ;x

Shopped at far east for awhile . Really feel like going on shopping spreeeeeeeeeeeee manzx . :\ So many clothes and i feel like buying . D: No money x.x Broke alr lah . And then there was a mini food fare down there . So went there and have our so called lunch lurhh . Anyhow buy things to try :O Hehs .

After that, went up to baby's house to have dinner and slack for awhile . Wakakakas . Talked a little while before baby sent me home (:

Oh oh oh , and i'm kinda addicted to wolfteam manzx :D Omfg fun and exciting . ;x Hehs , okay lurhh i know i very tomboy-ish . But real fun leh . :D Baby taught me how to play and now i know a little alr . But still very noob D: Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
Played maple for the whole day today . :O Omg manzx , got 3x exp event and everyone was chionging their characters like maddogs . ;x ( including me and darling ) . Chionging level like there's no tmr . Server full till cannot go in can !! D: Was spam clicking the server and then dc-ed -.- Everyone dc-ed out. ( Had screenshots but idk where are all my maple screen shots D: any idea where are the screenshots found? ._. ) And then went to play wolfteam with darling instead . When we get back , our characters kena rollback . Darling's rollback 2 levels while mine roll back around 20% -.-" Rawrrrrrrrrrrrr , damn maple ! D: Lame shit sia . Give us 3x and then make us chiong like dk what in the end server cock up and rollback . LOL .

Alrights , time that's for ytd and today . Cya soon (:

281109 我们对彼此的沉诺 ：爱你直到永远 。
iloveyou forever , darling . (: ♥

Date : Monday, November 23, 2009
Time : 8:39 AM
Title :

Darling , sorry about saying okay . You know i didn't mean it . And my tone wasn't happy , it was sarcastic . You should have already know the reason why i said so bah ?
Seriously, you couldn't have me clearing up everything for you de .. It's your fault you should know how to take back what you said before you regretted it or what . And then you know it was your fault , why did you still keep asking ? You shouldn't take things for granted that even though you know its your fault but you still say it , thinking that i'll say no and after that clear everything up for you and things will be fine . It's wrong to think like that ?
Darling , not everything goes your way de . It's not you want you can get it , but you must do something to get it, right ? You're the guy, don't always expect me to give in to you even if you're in the wrong ? If you truly love , face isn't important between a couple at all .
Hope you could think through thoroughly what i said and think in my point of view of the matter.

And of course , why would i even want to break when i love you so much? :O Of course you could tell that it's not true when i said okay . And sorry for the kup-ing of phone . :\ I know i promised i won't but i couldn't help it. I was raging so yeah , sorry for my attitudes alright ? (: But you didn't kept your promise either :\ Nvm, we shall work together again and keep our promises okay ? (: Hmms , sorry i've hurt you with what i've said but you know my intentions alr . I did this because i didn't want our relationship to be so shaky , a little bit of things jiu say _____ . Just hope that next time you could think through before saying that word. Because it's really not worth it out of anger . We should learn to settle things by talking things out , and not dulan then in the end attitude and gl each other and quarrel again . Like that, it'll be never-ending and our promises will not be kept . If keep on like that , how to last long ?

And darl , i promise i will change my attitudes and such , you also promise me that you would change yours alright ? I know you're hot-tempered and get easily agitated with minor things but you promised to change de . ;o so yeah , let's put in effort to change our attitudes okay ? (: so we would have lesser quarrels next time . (:

No matter what , i'll still love you the same . You know what ? If you live a century , i'll live a century minus one day . Because i don't wanna live a day without you . (: You'll forever be my only love, in my heart . Iloveyou , baby ♥