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Friday, November 21, 2008 !@#$% 4:24 AM
Everything has gone wrong . Total disaster . -.-" I don't know why it has ended up in this state . I'm very confused now . Haix . Morning, woke up by the quarrels of my parents . Mum totally 崩溃 [ beng kui ] liaos. She just slammed the door came into my room and then started to cry, saying she didn't want this family anymore . I was shakened up by her grievings . Went to consoled her and cried myself too . Sis was freaked out by the sudden breakdown of my mum . Everyone cried. Except dad . He just stood at the door, motionless or kinda guilty . Parents have been quarreling for the past few days - everyday . My father had been thinking too much about his job lurhh . I don't know what's with him . D: And he's been smoking a lot these few days. He says he's very stressed, even though he's gotten a quite-okay-pay de job . I don't know why too . Something goes very wrong . I was darn depressed . Just wake up bathe and prepare everything and just went out . Went to find xc. Went to JP library and then to marina square . Tried to forget everything that's happening at home . Dad totally went crazy . Mum said he's been shouting and crying. She asked me to come home to look after sis as she's taking him to i-dunno-where . Rushed home and the train was darn fuckingly squeezy ==" Mum says dad's suffering from depression D: . I was totally shocked and dumb-founded. Couldn't believe what i've heard ... Just pray that everything's gonna be alright ... May god bless him . |